Christmas 2011

Not my favorite Christmas ever.  Tim and I did get to enjoy dinner with Christy, Mom, Marsha, Jeff and Jim on Christmas Eve.  It was delicious and helped with my woes for a minute.  Christmas day I slept until about 1130ish because I worked all night.  Went to mom's for dinner at 1:00 but called into work.  I worked 3-9:30.  One of my worst shifts thus far.  Busy, chaotic, stressful and frustrating.  I do not like feeling like my head's spinning and being so overwhelmed I can't organize my thoughts to accomplish simple tasks.  I seriously felt like I was pulled in so many directions.  Searching for supplies that should have been readily accessible was infuriating.  I generally have a happy go lucky disposition at work but I could not fake it yesterday.  Really glad it's over.  Not a Merry Christmas  : (

Oh Me Oh My

I've been really anxious recently and can't quite figure why.  I was so excited Friday to watch Evan take his first step while on LiveMessenger.  Tonight when I got home from seeing The 5 Browns with mom and Christy I got to see Evan clapping at the BYU game.  I was so tickled at how cute he looked and he was even yelling like he was trying cheer the team on.   I had to wake Grandpa up to see the video, haha.
Then the anxiety hit again.  Geez I hate this feeling.  Anyway, maybe I'm just tired.  I have to work in the morning at 7 so off to bed I go.  Hope for a calmer me in the am.

Parenting

I hate this part of parenting!  .........raising your children to be responsible self sufficient adults so they can move far away and survive without me!